Depression & School.

As I sit here with tears strolling down my face I realize my whole depression has been based on school.

Whether that be K-12, or college.

As I’m trying to log into my online college to pay for my semester the bill brought tears to my eyes,

My financial aid isn’t there, and it’s as if that one moment caused me to cripple, taking me three steps backwards.

My blog is real,

and this is my real life.

Tears, heartache, and hurt all exist.

There is know perfect life, because we don’t life in a perfect world,

However we serve a perfect God.

I took 3 steps back, coming out of my happy place just in that one step forgetting that God’s got me.

I was…

Well at the moment I am still angry, confused, and upset.

This is my truth, and I’m living in it.

Life is hard,

But –

It could be worse.

I could have lost my life multiple times due to my own self inflictions but,

GOD allowed me to stay.

So here I am,

Crying.

Hurt.

Annoyed.

Angered.

But –

Hey,

God is good.

He’s great,

and at the end of the day I’m just happy to be hear.

– Tiara, words from God. ♡

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Watch to get away from it all and have peace.

This is a faith based video.

I pray for peace, hope, and happiness in your life!

~ Thank you! ~

– Tiara, words from God. ♡

Pray

Dear Lord,

I pray for your mercy in my heart and in all those hearts around the world.

Heal our brokenness,

Ease our wounds.

We all need you father, now more than ever as today is the day that you have made.

Let us rejoice and be glad in it Father.

Please bless those in bondage, in famine, and in danger father.

Please heal our hearts as we know that it is where you lay your foundation of love.

Heal our souls as we need you to be the center of our lives.

Heal our minds as for only you know the thoughts we have and will have,

Father –

Help us and heal our spirits as the Holy spirit is you in another form Father. Allow the holy spirit to into our minds, bodies and hearts and let us become better not as just human beings but as children of the kingdom, As souls who want be to with you and stand for you in all eternity.

Lord, bless us in the name of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit.

In your name Father, Jesus, and Spirit

Amen.

– Tiara, words from GOD. ♡

Sometimes.

Life will suck.

I guess it’s a part of the journey.

Keep pushing through, you’ll make it.

Don’t give up on yourself.

Keep working hard.

Even when you feel like life sucks it will get better.

I truly hope it does, for all of us.

– Tiara, words from God. ♡