I am not perfect.
I try my best, yet often my best does not seem good enough.
I am not even sure what good enough is. Maybe it is something I will find one day, or maybe it is something I already have.
I am endlessly searching for something, some type of validation. But the truth is I cannot answer my calls for help of my past. What I can do is give it to God and move on, accepting that He is the only one who can validate me. Not others, not mere mortals. Not even myself.
I am God’s, not self’s.