Fear of Life

I have often found myself deep in thought with fear that comes true. I feared not knowing what I want to do with my life, I feared being single, I feared living at home, I feared staying in my hometown, I fear not having a job, I feared having no friends, I feared losing my family, and I even feared gaining weight, and losing myself. All these unwanted things came true for me. The truth is I graduated and I have nothing, I feel like I am nothing. I know who God is yet I tremble at the fact that I am not where I want to be. Not even realizing that I may be where God wants me to be until I began writing this. At the verge of wanting to move to another state with not even 3,000 dollars to my name I simply here the voice of the person who told me to stop running, and I don’t. I am not running anymore. I am facing all of my opposition head on with the sword of the spirit, the word of God says, the Bible is our sword. May we fight knowing God is on our sides dear brothers and sisters in Christ.

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